Though we don't talk no more but sometimes i still go to your profile. I'm disappointed by what i see. I chose to believe she was still the pure and innocent girl i know, also the reason why i chose to be silly and stupid. Sigh.

I guess i pretty much had this coming, you're becoming what you thought i am. I already tried my best. You find me disgusting? I ditto that. I'm not a flirt or whatever you call me. If you put yourself in my fucking shoes you'd probably realise that.

You keep talking like you know shit, like you know what i went through. On top of that you keep rubbing salt on my wounds saying stuff like "She cheated on you because she learn from you" Lmao i didn't even cheat on you and IDGAF what you tell others anymore. If you're happy being a childish girl then fine.

23rd September 2011 was such an amazing day, it was the day we went out. But everytime i think of our happy memories i think of all the shit you did and all the shit i'm seeing. I admit defeat this time, you can make me jealous all you want. Have fun with your toy boys that are on their journey to ITE. What's more? Some of them are fat assholes trying too hard to be justin bieber. Lmao. Thinking about it, i was such a dumb ass to actually spend 1 year and 5 months on a girl like you, i didn't regret it but i was a dumb ass :D I hope you find a better guy, seriously. Stop showing off your power ranger toys and thinking that i would be "Woahh, i seriously regret now, i should've treat you better, now better guys came into your life" Lol yeah right. They can suck my :D.

I'm just writing how i felt in summary over this long timeline. Yes i may be the one giving in and putting down my pride all the time and starting conversations with you but that's because i felt something when i look at you all the time. That's my bad.

I don't wanna explain nor redeem myself further, i look like i'm trying to defend myself and ranting shit. But no, and forget it.


And to that good buddy of mine
I can't believe it man seriously. Seriously? I'd stop you but i wouldn't because you showed me why i shouldn't. Fucking hypocrite (+1 point for being desperate)

Nuff said, fuck all this \("_)/